“I have never been this emotional in my entire life over something involving two people who are still alive. Oh my god, I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore. I cried in the work bathroom for like 15 minutes. Please, no one believe me when I say I don’t want to talk. Maybe if I pretend it’s just my regular depression again and drink a lot of water I can trick myself into thinking I’m going to be okay. What the fuck, I’m going to barf everywhere.”

A Lifetime film.